By John Grimm
I did it again. I kept my sin to myself. Well, at least I thought I did. Did people notice how short I was with them? How much did my losing battle with sin show up in my life?
The psalmist is blessed, even happy, that the Lord has not charged him with iniquity. Why is this state possible for the psalmist? The psalmist has not tried to be deceitful regarding the wrong actions and words the psalmist has performed. The psalmist is honest with God.
I, too, have noticed this phenomenon in my life. Telling God my transgressions has been a freeing experience. Otherwise, I keep my wrongdoing bottled up. When that happens, the “woe is me” attitude is one of the ways my body wastes away. The bottled-up truth of my sin will come out eventually, for my strength has limits.
After I have told God my sin and transgressions, he teaches me how I can live. His steadfast love, his love that knows no bounds, is around me. He gives me the ability to shout for joy because his forgiveness has allowed me to be upright in heart. It is when I have unneeded silence in my life, because of bottling up my sins, that I fail to know and experience the steadfast love of God.
God, during these forty days I grow closer to you by being honest with you. I have sinned. I have gone against you and hurt myself, and others. Hear my confession. It is you who forgives my sins against you. May I have the time and space to tell others how you have forgiven me. In the Name of Jesus Christ, I ask that I may know the ways your steadfast love surrounds me. Amen.